my almost-previous self
it’s difficult
exhausting
and expensive
to be someone i’m not
at least i’m trying
‘coz
the problem is
i don’t like who i am
nor who i was
so i’m trying to get rid of it
trying too hard
to get rid of myself
in other hand
it’s painful to see
someone else
being me
effortlessly
comfortably
and i wanna say
“hey, it’s me
it’s my role you’re trying to play”
and i’m already not myself
already losing part of who i am
not only particles, but my sense of self
and it’s hard not to deny
that someone else is getting all the advantages
and me, am getting nowhere
i just don’t know how to carry on
fiuhhh…
ketoke kita ada dalam fase hidup, dengan sedikit modifikasi tentunya
modifikasi, bagus tuh istilahnya ….
*at first, thx for visiting my blog*
hey-hey… what’z goin on with ur spirit? just thankful with God of creating you. just thankful for anything that you are being right now. no one able to be you, no one. i say, there is no one. and you, also, never could be them. never.
oke… great blog. 😉
thanks thanks thanks ….
you’re probably right
😀
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how can it be, dear???
gimana ya? gitulah, 😦
bingung juga ngomongnya ….
hemmm….so deep
bitter as well …
😦
you are who you are
jadi inget terminator
😛
Maybe you must get time to rest for a while and find out there…friends…
Cheers…
iyah …. thanks ….
🙂
“hey, it’s me
it’s my role you’re trying to play”
nadya pasti lebih baik memainkannya daripada dia memainkannya
yeah … i screw it
kadang dalam kehidupan seringkali tanpa disadari kita terlalu ingin cepat cepat mencapai tujuan, berusaha keras, mencoba menciptakan versi sempurna dari diri kita sendiri. terus menerus. sayangnya,keadaan itu tanpa sadar akan menjadikan kita seseorang yang -seringkali- asing bagi diri kita sendiri.
nad, don’t be someone else just to satisfy demand…
wow … ngeri oy, sepertinya mr flow ini mengerti apa yang aku maksud, bukan begitu?
thanks, kena banget deh.